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[17 Apr 2009|10:57pm] |
Browsing the internet, I came across this amazing thig of amazing.
http://www.manolith.com/2009/04/09/velociraptor-hunting-trophy/
My first thought was how Hannah would so be all over this. She would so put this up in her office over a book shelf topped with wee dino models and such.
All of the decorating via Hannah has made me realize that I, too, want to own this bit of amazingness. It would be the most kickass conversation piece ever.
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[15 Apr 2009|11:53am] |
I am itching for some RPing, bbs. None of my characters are involved in anything at the moment, and they really need to be.
Gus - Needs some time with Sienna yes? Also needs to get on to biting Lucas and getting at Keller.
Phil - My poor Phil. He's so ganged up on and all he's trying to do is what he thinks is best, poor love. Perhaps a face to face with Lupe? Trying to patch things up with Poppy?
Sophie - She and Sienna need to get at each other. I can see lots of jealousy over this whole soulmate thing, since she was not involved in its undertaking.
Jasper - I'm going to introduce him to the network. It's about time someone tries to sell him on this idea, y/n?
Morgead - I honestly have no idea what to do with him. He's kicking it at BD, thinking this whole situation sucks balls.
Hannah - Hannah is...well she's there. I suppose it's time for another uplifting note drop perhaps. Lupe, Nilsson, perhaps she can start seriously utilizing them and perhaps witches like Blaise or Gillian to seriously investigate the whole vampire poison thing, y/n?
Maggie - Maggie's at the mansion doing her best not to mope. She and Aidan need to explore. Also, really wants to introduce Aidan to Miles in a big way.
Mare - Mare's there, ready and waiting for whatever Red needs! Maybe some discussion after he gets away from Iliana? Pestering Ovidia because she can?
I'm missing someone, aren't I? Ugh. I can't wait to get off of these heavy drugs, they mess with my mind way too much. And I want to throw out now that if I seem somewhat bristly at all, I seriously apologize in advance and do not mean anything by it. I'm on more steroids and they really make me grossly irritable to the point where I can't even stand myself. Tears of frustration and tempers flow quite freely. So please don't mind me.
If you have any suggestions, let me know!
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[11 Mar 2009|01:24am] |
So I left the college for good. I'll be paying them for the next year and a half, but oh well. I was going to have to pay someone eventually, right? Whatever. Now I can move forward and move on. It was time anyways. They weren't giving me what I needed, so blah.
Work work work, that is what I will do. Then this summer I will take 8 weeks off and high tail it to Nebraska to work with Native American's from all over to put on Black Elk Speaks. It will be glorious. I'm excited about being Queen Victoria again. Speaking of Victoria, I REALLY wanna see Young Victoria. She's so interesting.
I'm sad about Robin Williams. He was supposed to be stopping here at the end of the month. Hopefully, he'll recover and make it back here. Though his recovering is more important than a tour stop. But it would be nice all the same. Blah.
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[03 Mar 2009|09:05pm] |
blahblahblah. I haven't gone to school...at all. My parents don't know either. I just hate that place SO DAMN MUCH and it fills me with HATE AND RAGE. The thought of being there makes me sick. So I just don't go. I'm such a winner.
Honestly, I just don't care at this point. College has been something I've been fighting with since I was 18, and for one reason or another it just doesn't want to work. So fine, universe, you've had your say. I'll go back to being the girl everyone constantly reminds that school is uber important and force my doctor to start praying for me to go to school again. Ugh. but RAWR. I mean, honestly? Half the stuff I'm taught I won't remember. I won't use a majority of it. What's the point? It's digustingly frustrating.
You know what isn't frustrating? Triumph the Insult Comic Dog. He's not frustrating, he's just funny. I will immerse myself in the funny. Funny is good! So yes. ON TO THE FUNNY.
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[23 Feb 2009|03:05am] |
Feeling better. Just hormonal. oeshwuobhuogehuehgteqt. To be TMI because I can, my nipples have been sore and erect for a week now. Can you say PAIN@?@E$T$^T$^T PAAAAAAAAAAAAIN. My lower back is crampy too. ARGH. Apologies if I'm grumpy at you.
I need to start getting things together for this summer. 8 weeks away from home will require much planning. And dear GOD do I hope we get the internet. I might die if we don't.
( Time for organizing list, because I need to keep track still. )
Mrf. There is business I need to make this coming week. Yes.
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[20 Feb 2009|01:48am] |
Isn't it funny that there are certain things a person consistantly turns to for comfort? One of my kids at work puts his fingers in his mouth. Another one has a blanket, and another has a puppy, another a monkey, so on and so forth. When I get uncomfortable, I get really quiet, and sort of look around awkwardly trying to figure out what I should do. I also have a tendency to move my feet or play with my necklace, if I'm wearing one, or touch my neck. That's all when I'm not within the familiar and safe walls of my room. When I'm in my room, I usually grab my teddy bear for a squeeze and I turn on music. But not just any music. I have a very specific band I turn to when I'm really feeling low and crying.
You all will most likely laugh, as this is one of the most hated upon bands I've ever seen. But for me, they've been my life line when things got tough. They've been a constant uplifter for...man, probably about 10 years give or take a few. I'm not even really sure what it is about them, but they help me calm down and keep me level so I can regain my footing and continue on. Hearing everyone hate on them does sort of suck, because they are so personal for me. When they fell apart I felt betrayed and hurt. It took me some time to come to terms with that. But, I've come to terms and I'm back to using them when I need support and to even out my emotions.
I'm giving up my theater major.
So I really need them right now. A night spent crying clued me in to that.
I could go on for days, but I won't. I'll just post this and know that I'll always have this music to fall back on when I feel my depression wrap it's bony thin fingers tightly around my spine while it clambers up my back in hopes of gaining a foothold in my mind. I'm not going to let it. I refuse to give in.
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[19 Feb 2009|11:16pm] |
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I want to just crawl in a hole and stay there forever. Sadly, there are no holes deep enough for this.
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[18 Feb 2009|11:08pm] |
ahahaha, somehow Maggie and Delos ended up getting on AIM. ahahahaha.
( hilarity ensues )
I think they should always be like this ahahaha. Think of the fun to be had!
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[12 Feb 2009|10:21pm] |
Valentine's Day is coming up. Do you know what that means?
THE GHOST AND MRS. MUIR! WOOT! Captain Gregg has been my valentine for three years now. Hardly time to break tradition!
Best.Movie.Ever.
Sadly, it's not well known. Should be though, Rex Harrison is a fox. And the passion and feeling in this movie leaves me with goosebumps. It's extremely good work, and such a wonderful story. It's simple, but it's touching. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!!!
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[06 Feb 2009|02:26am] |
Dear CW,
What made you decide to pick up The Vampire Diaries as a series? Seriously? It sucks. Give me THE SECRET CIRCLE and I would be happy. But this? Boring, bland characters who do NOTHING and make me want to punch them in the face. And don't even get me started about this Damon being a pimp with bitches on leashes. No. Just no.
Unless you make Elena not bitchy and boring, give Stefan a personality and let Damon be in charge, I cannot see this show not sucking ass.
But then again, the world loves Twilight and it is the most disgusting relationship ever. So perhaps I am wrong.
Die, CW, die.
No love,
ME
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[02 Feb 2009|11:04pm] |
ROLL CALL TIME FOR ME. Because my head is flooded, I need to put things in journal format to follow.
Hannah: Forcing Thierry to live because it would really suck if he died. Currently in the process of stocking up on Mr. Yuk stickers to decorate him and the mansion with. Yes.
Phillip: Is sitting on the sidelines and pestering the occassional known person as to how Lupe is doing because he is too chicken shit to actually call her and get word directly from the source. Oh those two crazy kids.
Sophie: Stewing in her own juices in Vegas and typing an email to Sienna to congratulate her on her storming of the castle while secretly wishing she could have seen it herself.
Jasper: Nothing. Such is life when you are ignorant of this big mess these silly people have going on. Perhaps he will open an art show just for shits and grins. He does that sometimes.
Mare: With Red, looks to be winding up. After that, search files and whip up a PR team so Ovidia won't make them look foolish as their representative.
Morgead: Hating life in general, because destruction sucks, and missing a wild power sucks, and he wants to punch something. Stupid dragons.
Maggie: Hiding in her room and licking her wounds while trying to figure out WTF just happened. Also trying to figure out how to get organized enough to ask for help because she is made of fail.
Gus: Telling Roz elaborate stories about Uno and pirates and Swords of Awesome, while ,unbeknownst to him, led on a wild coyote hunt. He's trying to devise a plan to adopt Roz as his pet because she amuses him. Were he aware that he was on a coyote hunt, he would be all for it. Gus likes hunting.
I think that's everyone. No wonder I needed a list. Plottage is welcome.
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[31 Jan 2009|03:25am] |
I didn't attend the first week of school because I'm that terrified I'm going to be as miserable as I was last semester. I really need to buck up and face the music.
Speaking of music, there is a song I've wanted to share with everyone for so long. It's not really well known, but it is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard, and I can't ever listen to it without feeling the music and the words settle a sort of serenity over me. It's so simple in composition, and yet it's exactly right for the lyrics. It's PERFECTLY gorgeous in its simplicity. I really do love it.
Oh how I love you Wainwright family.
AND FUCK YOU GREY'S ANATOMY. I DON'T EVEN WATCH YOU AND I HATE YOU.
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[29 Jan 2009|05:05am] |
I SET THIS UP JUST FOR YOU. YOU BETTER FEEL LOVED DAMMIT! IT'S ALL IN ORDER FOR YOUR CONVENIENCE
( I'VE EVEN MADE A FILTER JUST FOR YOU! )
SO THERE IT IS. HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE HIM?
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[28 Jan 2009|12:26am] |
A.R. Rahman will be performing Jai Ho at the Oscars. Cue me copying two of the cutest kids in the world.
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[27 Jan 2009|12:44am] |
THIS IS WHY I ADORE ROBIN WILLIAMS AND THIS SHOW.
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[26 Jan 2009|09:49pm] |
This. Is for ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) scriblix. Yes it is.
Ngl, he was one of my first crushes ever. For serious. I still adore him. YES ADORE. SO THERE.
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[17 Jan 2009|06:22am] |
Dear Self,
So, you were just going to turn on Jodhaa Akbar for background music so you could sleep eh?
YOU SAID THAT A FEW HOURS AND ONE DISC AGO! You totally lied to me. I am not impressed. You've had a rough few days, self, and you.need.SLEEP. ANd yet, here it is, 6:30 in the morning and you can't stop staring at how pretty Akbar is the movie. I know, you are completely in love with Akbar and his shoulders of hotness the gorgeousness of this movie, but still, self, this is ridiculous. YOU SHOULD SLEEP. I know, I KNOW that the set is AMAZING. I know you are so envious that your house does not look like this. I know you want to dance around in a pretty sari too, but still, self. BE REALISTIC. You are not Indian, you will not ever wear a sari without it being INSANELY insulting to someone because you are such a white girl it's not even funny, and your house will never be all awesome and full of flimsy drapes and things. Also, you cannot and I repeat, CANNOT bite Hrithik's shoulders. Yes, I know you think that are just amazing in their hotness. BUT NO. You also cannot touch his hair. I have to tell you these things, because if I didn't, we would totally be in jail or something. And that would suck, self. You would not survive jail, I know you well enough to know this for a fact.
I know you just HAD to see Maham Agna get her just desserts, I know that was very important to you. Because you are right, she is quite the bitch and we do hate her. But really, you could have seen this happen at a time that was not 6 am. I know this is partially my fault for letting you convince me that you only wanted the second disc put in, and that you would not play it. I have to remember that you are a liar sometimes. And a very good one too. Even your mother admits that. You lie through your teeth, and you do it well. And you don't over do it either, so it works for you. You should be ashamed of yourself, but I know you aren't. But shame on you anyways!
Now...GO TO BED. YOU'VE GOTTEN YOUR WISH, THE DISC IS PLAYING. GO TO BED.
Love,
Yourself.
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[17 Jan 2009|12:45am] |
SO, HEY! GUESS WHAT! APPARENTLY, DOCTORS NOW SAY THAT COLDS GIVE YOU DIARHEA.
except they totally don't, dumbasses. It was the stomach flu.
Yesterday and today, we had 3 kids total. Out of 8. And myself and another teacher were ill with it. Because doctors said it was a cold.
IHU ALL.
I also hate that circuit city is closing. I have been boycotting Best Buy for the last 5 years, and so this puts me in a very awkward place. Lets just say that I have a vendetta against Best Buy because they were bastards to me. BASTARDS. So I mourn this passing a great deal.
stupid economy.
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